Lyrics

so confused inside
can’t make up my mind
what do i do?

“hey” as she sits down
barely makes a sound
nothing is new

it seems loud and clear
exactly how i feel
but no words can explain

don’t know what to say
as she walks away
tough barrier to break

it’s like fallin'
you’re so scared to death
you can’t catch your breath and just sigh
it’s like silence
is killing you slowly
and words only make it less right
i guess this is what it feels like to die inside

she’s a mystery
to no one but me
it feels like a cruel game
that i’m forced to play
and i never get a break
the outcome's always the same

and i’m fallin'
i’m so scared to death
i can’t catch my breath and just sigh

my silence
is killing my slowly
and i’ve got to get this off my mind

it’s been so long now
wonder if she thinks about
all the time that we spent

sitting across the room
wondering what to do
while we were both being used

and it’s over
i was so scared to death
was probably best at the time

my conscience
is opening slowly
and i’m hoping the words come out right

i’d rather just say what i feel
i think that i’m starting to heal
as i die inside

as i die inside