Lyrics

i got there early sat down on the couch
she said “what brings you here?”
said "i’m tired of being alone in my house
and i’m afraid to feel"

my suspicions are what i think they are
that should explain itself
don’t ask me questions i can live without
i’m not in this for anybody else

you’d think by now i would be sick of this
i never feel like i’m at home
you could call the situation “well enough.”
cause i can’t leave it alone.

and i’m holdin’ out for a change of pace
holdin’ my breath till i’m blue in the face
waiting my turn while the sky goes dark
i still have a chance if i haven’t wasted it all?

there’s no direction and no place to go
there’s just words upon a page
there’s no hurry there’s no time to waste
all we gain and loose is age

five minutes late i sat down on the couch
starin’ at the shelf
she asked me what i's thinkin’ about
i said “i’m just tired of myself.”

and i’m still holdin’ out for a change of pace
writing down words till there's no space left on the page
ready or not i hope i’m right
i waited my turn now it’s time

i’m still holdin’ out for a change of pace
i'm writing down words till there's no space left on the page
ready or not i hope i’m right
i waited my turn now it’s time

still holdin' out
it's my time
still holdin' out
it's my time